Today was shitty and boring, and the fact I still have Jet Lag didn't help. I have managed to do something I quite love, with some mental effort, and sleeping pills, I have reached the point of complete neutrality, which is quite possibly the most wonderful thing that can be felt.
Ok ok ok... just a little pin prick, no need more ahhhhahahhhh but you may feel a little sick. Can you stand up? I do believe its working... good. That'll keep you going for the show. C'mon its time to go.
There is no pain you are receding. A distant ship smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves. Your lips move but I can't hear what you say. When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse, out of the corner of my eye, I turned to look but it was gone, I cannot put my finger on it now, the child is gone, the dream is gone.
I-I-I have become comfortably numb.
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