Is it Wrong?

Is it wrong that I seek to get the hell out of this place? Is it wrong that I seek a person who thinks my actions are atrocious and tells me that I'm a horrible, horrible person? Is it wrong that I constantly flip flop feelings? Is it wrong that at one moment I'm happy and at the next I feel I should start knocking on Heaven's door? Is it wrong that I haven't actually slept without sleeping pills since a time I can't remember? Is it wrong that I feel a feeling to get rid of everyone I know and disappear into another place?